"Have you ever wished for an endless night?
Lassoed the moon and the stars, and pulled that rope tight.
Have you ever held your breath and asked yourself ,
will it ever get better then tonight?"
Last weekend I went on a trip with some friends to Las Vegas. I've never wanted a weekend to last forever more then I did this one. It was not because we were in Sin City , partying, and having a fun time (but of course that contributed to why it was an amazing weekend). But because I was with some of my best friends and it was really the last time (at least for a while) that we'd all be together. Kira and Jon are moving to Japan, and Dennis is moving to Australia. The whole weekend just seemed perfect and I loved every minute of it. Although it was in the back of my mind that my friends are leaving, it didn't matter because we were all together at that moment. Guess we're all meeting in Australia sometime in 2012..probably March. I'm going to be a hermit so I can save my money. I'd dive in to my feelings about my friends leaving but I don't know if tears are good for the inside of keyboards.
So, what's going on with me other then a trip to Vegas? Well, just working for the two music venues for now. One of the venues is closing in the next couple of months, and even though I am being moved down to the other venue ( we work out of the one closing right now), I definitely need more money. I've been thinking about a lot of stuff lately and trying to figure out what I'm doing with my life, so once I know, I'll be sure to put it up here. However, my 71(?) year old boss has finally accepted that the internet is not a passing fad after attending a meeting at the Roxy which has been very successful on internet marketing alone. Can you believe they don't print in ANY publications?! So, it's making my job a little bit better having some support.
Let's see...Last post was in May, and I had lost 15 lbs. Now it's the end of July and I'm at 26 lbs. as of last week. Slow and steady wins the race? We'll see how I do this week, especially after Vegas. I was really depressed last month after I had to quit my trainer. It was taking a toll on my paycheck and I couldn't afford her anymore. I was heartbroken and she wrote me the nicest email which made it even harder. If you're ever in Newport Beach and need a trainer, let me know I will hook you up with Kai. But, I've been still doing the stuff she taught me, so hopefully I can keep it up, even if it's not the same intensity. I have this older gentleman at Weight Watchers that has befriended me. He is really nice and is very skinny and has lots of good advice for me. It's nice having him there because he holds me accountable every week and makes me not want to come to meeting and have gained or not lost. There are a lot of women that check up on me too, so it's nice having that. I'm really enjoying the program and just wish I could actually start SEEING some results!
Two more days until the weekend... Friday night I'm headed up to Simi Valley to say goodbye to Kira. It's going to be SO hard to control my emotions, but I know I need to be happy for her and have her leave on a happy note. Okay, enough..big cry baby over here!
That's enough for tonight..I leave you with the song in which I took the lyrics from at the beginning of this entry and used for the title as well. This video in particular is an amazing performance by Pink. I'm not the hugest fan of hers, but she has a few songs here and there that I fall in love with, and this is one of those songs.
Enjoy.
Sara Jean
So, what's going on with me other then a trip to Vegas? Well, just working for the two music venues for now. One of the venues is closing in the next couple of months, and even though I am being moved down to the other venue ( we work out of the one closing right now), I definitely need more money. I've been thinking about a lot of stuff lately and trying to figure out what I'm doing with my life, so once I know, I'll be sure to put it up here. However, my 71(?) year old boss has finally accepted that the internet is not a passing fad after attending a meeting at the Roxy which has been very successful on internet marketing alone. Can you believe they don't print in ANY publications?! So, it's making my job a little bit better having some support.
Let's see...Last post was in May, and I had lost 15 lbs. Now it's the end of July and I'm at 26 lbs. as of last week. Slow and steady wins the race? We'll see how I do this week, especially after Vegas. I was really depressed last month after I had to quit my trainer. It was taking a toll on my paycheck and I couldn't afford her anymore. I was heartbroken and she wrote me the nicest email which made it even harder. If you're ever in Newport Beach and need a trainer, let me know I will hook you up with Kai. But, I've been still doing the stuff she taught me, so hopefully I can keep it up, even if it's not the same intensity. I have this older gentleman at Weight Watchers that has befriended me. He is really nice and is very skinny and has lots of good advice for me. It's nice having him there because he holds me accountable every week and makes me not want to come to meeting and have gained or not lost. There are a lot of women that check up on me too, so it's nice having that. I'm really enjoying the program and just wish I could actually start SEEING some results!
Two more days until the weekend... Friday night I'm headed up to Simi Valley to say goodbye to Kira. It's going to be SO hard to control my emotions, but I know I need to be happy for her and have her leave on a happy note. Okay, enough..big cry baby over here!
That's enough for tonight..I leave you with the song in which I took the lyrics from at the beginning of this entry and used for the title as well. This video in particular is an amazing performance by Pink. I'm not the hugest fan of hers, but she has a few songs here and there that I fall in love with, and this is one of those songs.
Enjoy.
Sara Jean
